Wednesday, 23 June 2010

bored






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oyea, I've a bio test on Friday morning. weee~ I'm royally fucked :D still have half syllabus to finish >.< bitching

Hachiko

This is a movie.



It's the first ever movie that made me cry. Believe me when I say this:
I don't cry much. I cried multiple times while watching this.

This movie is powerful. The music is amazing. fitting.

You should watch this.

Really.

Amazing movie. I absolutely love it.

Monday, 21 June 2010

ehhhhh, shit.

I need my close friends D: arhhhhhhh help!

Thursday, 17 June 2010

lifeless

fuck, feeling dead. dead. dead.

and I fucked up my sleeping time. AGAIN.

more mati.

and the internet's not installed yet. only the phone line >.> hard number to remember.

I want a guitar. price for an ordered guitar is $BND500 including tax (+10% of the guitar), shipping costs, handling, etc. not a bad price. will consider. if the price is alot more expensive than the one in KL, then I'll get it from KL.

okay, we bought 2 hamsters and 2 fishes today. I dont really support buying the fishes. they're only decorative. not worth the time having to clean the fish bowl and stuff. hamsters, on the other hand are real pets. totally worth the time cleaning their cage. and the cleaning is alot more easier.


haizzzz

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

sleeping grandpa :)

okay, well, I've stayed awake from 3pm-12pm just now, then slept from 12pm-4pm, and now I'm awake. oyeahhhh~ hopefully I'll get a proper sleeping time now. woo!

So I heard BSP's making the FIRST 3D cinema in Brunei in Seria! YEAHHH! my birthplace! :DDD So now orang bandar will have to drive 1hr 30mins from bsb to seria :D fucking FINALLY!
nice job bsp :D thanks alot<3

ughhh, didn't study much today >.> hmmmm.

and we have to go to bandar tomorrow so that Fahmi can look at the art exhibition at Empire or JIS. dont remember. aiyahhh. but on the bright side, we'll see the new office like curtains in our room and finish up with the room deco :3


I read at a forum just now. it's a question for everyone.
"if you can give a life back to the dead, who would it be?"
hmmm, hard question.

some of the answers they give that made me think:
-"my best friend". this is just sad ): it's like my chest contracted when I read this ):
-"the one I truly love" same as above ):
-"my brother who never felt daylight" Miscarriage.
-"the grandfather I never knew"

after reading this, I felt sooo down ):

SO, I've decided,
I want to die as the wrinkly grandfather who died of old age. A grandfather who is happy with a lovely wife. Rich or poor, I don't care, as long as the family still care about the oldies. I want to hug and play with my grand children. I want to have kids that will care for me, even after I die. Clean my grave and pray for me. I want to hang out with friends, play grandpa games like, bingo. Talk about how crazy we were in out teen, adult years of our life, compare the number of folds on our skin, laugh till our teeth fall out. I want to say goodbye smiling, on top of the world, happiest guy in the universe. No regrets.



I want to be remembered.

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

Friends came over to our place


^Foo WeiHou and Foo weikang playing tennis on Wii sports. Fahmi's talking with Chiew.


^Our amps and cables.


^this is Chiew WenHui on my *OLD* laptop :3 he's playing Street Fighter 3. It's for the PS1, but I'm using an emulator :3

not much pics to use >.<


^BeiBei chilling around the house


^THAT'S the picture he broke


^he's cute~


DAAAAAA

Update, Pieeeeeee

Here are the pics of the pie. hmmmmmmmm, need to work on this again >.<






Here is the recipe I used (minus the 1/2 cup unsalted butter)
the ingredients:
1 recipe pastry for a 9 inch double crust pie
1/2 cup unsalted butter
3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
1/4 cup water
1/2 cup white sugar
1/2 cup packed brown sugar
8 Granny Smith apples - peeled, cored and sliced
If you're in Brunei, you can get the Granny Smith apples from Supasave
kickass recipe, but god, how come there's alot of butter?!?!

the crust is also buttery. like gahhhh, disgusting ): so we need to find a recipe that doesn't have any butter in it (or just a little bit of butter)

ITTADIKIMASU~!

good morning :3

okay, I'm gonna try to stay awake till 9pm now. I was bored, so I decided to take a few pics of myself. lighting was great too.
try taking pics with daylight, it's awesome.
tapi in some of my pics, I was too white /: so... I picked out the normal looking ones. hoho!






okay uhhhh, I haven't seen myself without glasses in a VERY long time.
and I need to smile more /: my face is soooo depressing ): and I have alot of moles :3 nyeheheheheh
I look hella different O:

I'll do some more updates with pics. gila, banyak updates today :D
\m/!!

Goalie

okay, its 5am now. fuck. football >.> it was a nice match, Brazil 2 - 1 Korea DPR
nice goals as well.

I need to play and watch football with friends nanti. I'M PUMPED!!

[flashback mode]
oyea, I played footbal with my classmates in PJN 3 years ago(form 3). got some crazy guys there: Amy Amizan, Hazdi and Fareez. I'm usually goalie, cause I have no idea how to play football @____@ and fucking hell, their kicks are so goddamn strong D: and they kick near the goal post! gah!

I know it's hard to catch the balls so I tried playing with their conscience...

I ended up dodging BULLETS! >.> HAVE THEY NO CONSCIENCE?!?!

I did catch one or two balls from them. gila sakit.

but it was fun. nice experience. got yelled at, got some pats on the back, got invited to play in 2 or 3 matches *nose flare* (didn't join tho, bet they didn't know I suck) and in St.James school I got a wrist watch.
[end flashback]

Okay, how I got that wrist watch, mmmm. I didn't actually play. I just signed up for the team and didn't come. then the team won the school tournament...
during the assembly, the team was to go in front and get the prize. I guess the guys malu kan kedepan. they said like "Diniy, ambil hadiah wah!" I was reluctant at first, but the guys were sooooo majal >.< so I went and took the prize. I dont think the team got a watch.... HEHEH!
there's a group picture of the team and me (smiling like an ass with the wristwatch) somewhere in the St.James yearbook. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!1!


HAHAHA, god, what was I doing dulu. so lame :B
I'll blabber more about my past nanti :3 woot!

HURRRRRRRR~

Harlequin type ichthyosis
holy shit. I watched the video of a baby with this disease and it scared the shit outta me ): poor baby )':

I dunno why, but this "HURRRRRRRRRR~" thing is stuck in my mind >.>

not much happened today. slept at 5am in the morning and woke up at 2pm.
my mum and sis are went to bandar in the morning. my sis's starting year 13.
mmmm, made chicken bak choibut without the bak choi. its okay-lahhhhh. nearly sliced my index finger twice. goddamn cleaver is heavy and is damn sharp O:

oyeah, there's an excellent news and a tiny bad news.

bad news is the cat broke a picture frame. he loves to hangout on a cabinet and the picture frame fell cause Beibei(cat) was rubbing his cheeks on the top corner of the frame TwT it was SOOO CUTEEE<3333333 but shit, if mum finds out, she'll get pissed S:

and the excellent news is some telbru guys came to our house in bandar to install the espeed :DDDD YEAHHHHH NO MORE LEECHING! so now I don't really mind much sleeping in bandar :3


okay, what I got from facebook:
"Boy: She's hot.
Girl: She's a bitch.

Girl: He's hot.
Boy: He's gay."
AHAHAH! I do this jua!

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HAHAHAHAHAHA! ^I feel you man! no FFM for you ):


cannot fucking wait to drive. I can SO imagine going to a friend's house to watch a football match. MMMMMMM!

maybe I should make a guitar cover of Mardy Bum. hmmm~

damn, trying to sleep with a BONER is fucking hard D:

Monday, 14 June 2010

long night

ahir ku tidur tadi. like 6am >.> liat nat geo pasal the congo river. it was awesome~~~
it's the deepest river of the world and the depth is comparable to some ocean. there are like 300 new species of fishes discovered there. just watch the show if it's aired ah ;D

then my sis bawa jalan to kb. had to buy cat food, groceries, facial products and stationaries.

dammit, I need to study bio again. been delaying it for 3 days sudah >.< need to stop watching tv when I'm studying. blehhhhhhhh.

what's happening in 2 weeks time:
-my sis balik from UK :D
-my sis lagi surang school trip to Melbourne
-have to go to Empire to meet the JIS students and get to know the school better
-^ meeting new people, new friends :D (kinda nervous, ah well)
-biology test
-my guitar pedal and Fahmi's bass pedal :D
-amah balik (finally! she's annoying and a thief to boot)
-MAYBE trim my hair
-hang out with the guys? :3 games, and I could get some help with bio tarus :DD

cannot wait! :D

Sunday, 13 June 2010

14 June 2010

a fresh start :3