Sunday, 31 July 2011

day 1 30/6/2011 Bali trip

guess im gonna write about the trip to bali now.

Okay!

so we went to the airport on 30th June 2011 and waited for the rest of the group to show up.

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fast forward to Singapore, waiting for transit to Denpasar. Me and Fahmi had a Subway there and shortly afterwards, went off to the airplane.

In the plane there was nothing really interesting. only that the girl beside me had a fucking iPad2 when it just recently came out. and she tried to read a book then i noticed shes been on the same page for 1 hours HAHAH.

fast forward to Denpasar airport, i think it was 8pm by that time...

We got in the bus and went off. Me and Fahmi helped the teacher pick up his stuff while he bought us all drinks. we went in the bus late and had to sit in the back with the young'uns.

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the traffic was ridiculous, took us hours to reach our destination. then this street was closed for this function. the bus had to make a 3 point turn on a really tight street. scared the crap outta me. the houses had statues of figures idk about. there were bamboo poles erected next to the street with a bamboo ornament hanging on the end.

it was around 10-11 when we reached Green Camp. the guides were really friendly. it was freezing, our breaths were visible. it was awesome. but on the 5 mins walk to the actual camp, there were freaky noises of animals.

we were directed to the dining hut where we had our late dinner: spaghetti. the meat and sauce was separated for the vegetarians (I think it was only Melissa).

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after a short welcoming talk, we were sent to our huts (or as they call it "Yurts") in a small collection of living huts called Yurt Village.

I was surprised to see that they had electricity there honestly (me being ignorant) and in the huts, they had an air conditioner. I was in Hut 1 with Fahmi and Rafi. Lim, Jonathan and Andy were in Hut 3. we decided to have 5 people in one hut just cause it was fun. Andy moved to his friends hut 2.

oyes, the huts were made of bamboo and the walls were lined with mosquito nets and we can put on the curtains for privacy if we wanted. we slept on mattresses.

before going to sleep we decided to go back to the dining hut to chill but we found some of the guides chilling there as well. so we just bummed around together i guess. One of the worker is Ratna, an indonesian girl. pretty nice. The second was Pinetree (srs) a cool guy as well, talked about the difference in cultures between Brunei and Bali. The third one was Nikki, a Canadian whos doing a volunteer job at the Green Camp, just arrived a week ago.

one by one they had to go to sleep and we went to our hut and slept as well. it was late.

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Tuesday, 26 July 2011

lie-sense!

a legal driver now. getting my license tomorrow :DDDDDD

wonder if I could take you out for some cucur and teh tarik :3

Monday, 11 July 2011

went better than expected

apologies help.

hey, I like you.

just a friendly crush.

but I guess it'd be better if we were just friends.

Im good with that.

Id rather save a beautiful friendship.

but I cant help admiring.

hope we get to hang out and catch up on stuff.

Sunday, 10 July 2011

lose yourself

fuck this, I need to put my pride aside.

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

sappy

life feels lonely. even with friends. spending time with you, amazing, no joke.

beautiful.

I dont know.

thoughts of hope flashes before i sleep. hoping the reason is me.

I dont know.

We used to talk like friends. We'd walk to my psychology class and say "see you," and she'd walk off to her economics class.

I tried my best not to let the butterflies in my stomach get to me. I'd still mess up, but it's fine, we're still talking.

now?

shit, if i knew.

wish I could talk to her like i talk to my female friends.

this feeling has been going on for way too long.

loneliness. I feel like walking in a rainy night with jazz playing from my sand-infested phone. sand from the beach where we learned how to surf.

the male instructors teaching you how to surf. flirting with you. I feel like kicking the sand.

I dont know.

we dont talk like we used to since you found out i liked you.
if only i could just not like like you in an instant, just to make things normal.

you looked absolutely beautiful. your gorgeous smile. your laugh that makes me look up. if only I was the one who made her smile. and laugh.

I remember yesterday I saw you in the beautiful beach of Kuta. you gave out a light giggle in the dark with only a tiny LED illuminating your perfect smile.

fuck this feeling.
I absolutely hate giving sappy stories, but its eating me up on the inside.

other than that, I joined a trip to Bali from 30 june to 6 july. it was amazing.
but I'll talk about it next time.

"see you,"